Post by ~*~Bella~*~ on Jun 24, 2007 13:50:07 GMT -5
Okay. I give myself things to write on and then write for three minutes on that subject if not longer without picking up the pen or stopping. Here is where I will post those.
Untitled--Dedicated to someone I wish I could forget.
You ripped my heart straight out of my chest
These tears flow faster and faster
You say to forget you
I really wish I could
Remember you laying beside me in the dark
Now you wont even look in my general direction
You say every word you ever spoke was lies
I don't believe you
When you would look at me with those eyes I could see straight to your soul
Dreams of us have faded
But you can't move on and neither can I
Why would you do this to me
Why would you do this to you
You think its fun to make me cry and feel this pain
Oh I wish I could hate you
I cant
Love is still there for you
My chest hurts, my legs crumble beneath me
Your sweatshirt on the bed
I don't dare breathe
It's true I DO hate you for doing this to me
But the love is stronger
Im crying, Im dying
I'm lost without you.
Lying Eyes
Peer into these lying eyes
They will hold you here, they will make you cry
Twist and turn and try to ignore my words
I will tell you what you're for
Turn away from my lying eyes
They will make you want to say goodbye
I will hold you here you cannot leave
Our chemistry you cannot believe
Lies,hate, and deceit
You know the feeling of defeat
I love you
I hate you
There lying eyes speak from the soul
But you they continue to hold
Adore me, despise me
My lying eyes will not set you free
Lust
There she is crying once again
She must have commited another sin
Her eyes run red with the devils tears
Who was it she lusted after this time?
A friend she loved that was already taken
She gave into him knowing it was wrong
Her greed holds her here those tears continuing to run
Why those devils tears never seem to run dry.
She wants to know why but cant seem to find the anwers
Everything she has always wanted went to hell
Thinking the tears will erase the sin cant she see she's darned now
Her greed and her lust has torn her apart
And now those devil tears will never stop
Darkness Lies
In the shadows what is hidden?
The truth? Possibly lies?
But hidden within my shadows are all the tears
The tears Ive wanted to cry.
Im here and yet Im not
My mind has gone back to the dark place again
The past, the present
It's all hidden within the shadows
Should I embrace these shadows?
OR should I push them farther away.
Should I cry again?
OR try to smile.
Im wanting to live.
Im wanting to die.
All I know is that this shadow is my savior.
Loosly escaping it for so many years
Now it haunts me many years after
The shadows are where my truth lies
Things that I haven't told you.
My Sufferings
Why do I suffer? Everything around me has gone astray. He don't love me anymore. They don't want me anymore. I cry and cry yet the suffering goes on. Why do I do these things to myself why cant the suffering stop? Happiness and tears, anger and hate everything I want and everything I do make me suffer one way or another. I want him to know how I feel. I want him to love me back. These teasing games make me suffer the most. Knowing there may be a chance he still wants me that he still loves me and the suffering still goes on. I want him but he don't want me. I love my family but do they love me? No one gives me a chance I just continue to suffer to drown in my own tears. I love him and I love my family but together for them I suffer the most.
Untitled--Dedicated to someone I wish I could forget.
You ripped my heart straight out of my chest
These tears flow faster and faster
You say to forget you
I really wish I could
Remember you laying beside me in the dark
Now you wont even look in my general direction
You say every word you ever spoke was lies
I don't believe you
When you would look at me with those eyes I could see straight to your soul
Dreams of us have faded
But you can't move on and neither can I
Why would you do this to me
Why would you do this to you
You think its fun to make me cry and feel this pain
Oh I wish I could hate you
I cant
Love is still there for you
My chest hurts, my legs crumble beneath me
Your sweatshirt on the bed
I don't dare breathe
It's true I DO hate you for doing this to me
But the love is stronger
Im crying, Im dying
I'm lost without you.
Lying Eyes
Peer into these lying eyes
They will hold you here, they will make you cry
Twist and turn and try to ignore my words
I will tell you what you're for
Turn away from my lying eyes
They will make you want to say goodbye
I will hold you here you cannot leave
Our chemistry you cannot believe
Lies,hate, and deceit
You know the feeling of defeat
I love you
I hate you
There lying eyes speak from the soul
But you they continue to hold
Adore me, despise me
My lying eyes will not set you free
Lust
There she is crying once again
She must have commited another sin
Her eyes run red with the devils tears
Who was it she lusted after this time?
A friend she loved that was already taken
She gave into him knowing it was wrong
Her greed holds her here those tears continuing to run
Why those devils tears never seem to run dry.
She wants to know why but cant seem to find the anwers
Everything she has always wanted went to hell
Thinking the tears will erase the sin cant she see she's darned now
Her greed and her lust has torn her apart
And now those devil tears will never stop
Darkness Lies
In the shadows what is hidden?
The truth? Possibly lies?
But hidden within my shadows are all the tears
The tears Ive wanted to cry.
Im here and yet Im not
My mind has gone back to the dark place again
The past, the present
It's all hidden within the shadows
Should I embrace these shadows?
OR should I push them farther away.
Should I cry again?
OR try to smile.
Im wanting to live.
Im wanting to die.
All I know is that this shadow is my savior.
Loosly escaping it for so many years
Now it haunts me many years after
The shadows are where my truth lies
Things that I haven't told you.
My Sufferings
Why do I suffer? Everything around me has gone astray. He don't love me anymore. They don't want me anymore. I cry and cry yet the suffering goes on. Why do I do these things to myself why cant the suffering stop? Happiness and tears, anger and hate everything I want and everything I do make me suffer one way or another. I want him to know how I feel. I want him to love me back. These teasing games make me suffer the most. Knowing there may be a chance he still wants me that he still loves me and the suffering still goes on. I want him but he don't want me. I love my family but do they love me? No one gives me a chance I just continue to suffer to drown in my own tears. I love him and I love my family but together for them I suffer the most.
